Because he felt it. In the turbolift, and when they'd force bonded while she'd been with Luke. But the realization that she only wanted him if he went with her, if he was someone else, not as he was ... had hit hard.
There was no going back, not after the things he'd done. He'd gone forward the only way he knew how.
Surely Rey realized that. So his wounds smart, and hers echo to him through the bond. ]
Was there anything else you wanted to speak to me about?
[ Yes. A hundred, a thousand, a million little things she wanted to ask him. She wasn't sure what would be the most satisfying outcome, to scream at him, to fight with him, to grab him, or to just let him go. ]
No.
[ It's a big rig. They'll be able to avoid each other. ]
[ He types out, slowly. When he's finished he hefts the communicator in his hand for a few moments, breathing deeply.
With a roar of anger, Kylo throws the device against the wall. The screen shatters with a crunch but he'd give anything to have his lightsaber to take to it. ]
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Because he felt it. In the turbolift, and when they'd force bonded while she'd been with Luke. But the realization that she only wanted him if he went with her, if he was someone else, not as he was ... had hit hard.
There was no going back, not after the things he'd done. He'd gone forward the only way he knew how.
Surely Rey realized that. So his wounds smart, and hers echo to him through the bond. ]
Was there anything else you wanted to speak to me about?
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No.
[ It's a big rig. They'll be able to avoid each other. ]
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[ He types out, slowly. When he's finished he hefts the communicator in his hand for a few moments, breathing deeply.
With a roar of anger, Kylo throws the device against the wall. The screen shatters with a crunch but he'd give anything to have his lightsaber to take to it. ]