[Tenten closes her eyes. The fact that she's heard these words before doesn't take any of the sting out. But she's... She's a little less emotionally raw right now.
And Catra's admitted she loves her. Just... in a different way. And she can live with that. She gives Catra a squeeze with her arm, patting her shoulder reassuringly.]
I've had some time to think and. Well. I do owe you an apology. I handled that whole thing really badly.
[She leans away a little, but only so she can twist a little, despite the discomfort, and look Catra in the eye.]
I love you. But I'm not going to demand your love.
[She'd honestly thought about it for a bit. Thought of asking Adora to back off so she'd have a shot. It probably wouldn't've worked.]
If you can only give me so much of your heart, give me what I already have? I can be content. All I want is to be with you and for you to be happy. That Adora has more of your love? I won't lie, I'm jealous. I wish it were me. But I'm not going to hate her or fight her over it.
Not because you're not worth it, but because none of us wants that fight. [She grins a little, closing her eye and cocking her head.] Besides, there are worse people to be second best to.
[ Part of her wants to say 'If Adora wasn't here...' but then, she doesn't know if that's true. Maybe she could have made new relationships with enough time apart. She thinks of the Crimson Waste. How she had been happy, for about five seconds. ]
You've got that part right. I was always happy being second best to her, as long as she was there for me to be second best to.
[ She closes her eyes, feels the weight of Tenten against her. ]
You were under a lot of stress. And I know how it is to feel trapped, so. I accept the apology.
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And Catra's admitted she loves her. Just... in a different way. And she can live with that. She gives Catra a squeeze with her arm, patting her shoulder reassuringly.]
I've had some time to think and. Well. I do owe you an apology. I handled that whole thing really badly.
[She leans away a little, but only so she can twist a little, despite the discomfort, and look Catra in the eye.]
I love you. But I'm not going to demand your love.
[She'd honestly thought about it for a bit. Thought of asking Adora to back off so she'd have a shot. It probably wouldn't've worked.]
If you can only give me so much of your heart, give me what I already have? I can be content. All I want is to be with you and for you to be happy. That Adora has more of your love? I won't lie, I'm jealous. I wish it were me. But I'm not going to hate her or fight her over it.
Not because you're not worth it, but because none of us wants that fight. [She grins a little, closing her eye and cocking her head.] Besides, there are worse people to be second best to.
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You've got that part right. I was always happy being second best to her, as long as she was there for me to be second best to.
[ She closes her eyes, feels the weight of Tenten against her. ]
You were under a lot of stress. And I know how it is to feel trapped, so. I accept the apology.
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[She laughs, then leans her head back on Catra's. A part of her really, really wants to scratch those ears. But now's not the time.
Without Catra, she could be content. Even happy. But she knows she'd be happier with the older girl.
Hey, she tells herself. At least you won't live long enough to worry about it when you go back home.
She laughs again, trailing off into a silence, and decides to just enjoy the moment here while it lasts.]