S'not like that's what I wanted to be.

[ She sniffles, a little. Her face is streaked with tear trails and she tries to wipe them off because goddammit. ]

S'just... what I am, it's what everyone sees in us. Everyone, Drew. Compare me to you and...

I don't know who I am if I'm not... all of that.

[ She almost looks small, despite the fact she's anything but. Being this open doesn't come easy to her, North knows that better than anyone. This may be the rawest he's ever seen her. ]