[ She nods again, sagging a little with relief that he seems to understand, this time. That he can hear her. ]

I always— I always thought I didn't need us, but then you were gone and... and nothing made sense. But I fought so long to try and be me, for people to not just— just see me as your sister, as the bad twin. To try and have my own life! But now—

[ Exhale. Inhale. It's so conflicting. To know that life without him makes no sense, but that when he's here she can't seem to find the life she needs, whilst he has that. ]