I— I did, I know, and I meant it, I did, I didn't want... I wouldn't...
[ She squeezes his hands tight, tries to ground herself a little firmer. Her head drops again. A couple of drops of wetness hit their hands. She exhales, slow and deep. ]
I didn't know how to live without you. I never thought I'd—
[ Admitting that hurts, in itself, somewhere inside her. It's like tearing a part of herself open. She needs to be her own person, she needs to be her, but without North nothing made sense anymore. She'd never known a world without him. ]
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I— I did, I know, and I meant it, I did, I didn't want... I wouldn't...
[ She squeezes his hands tight, tries to ground herself a little firmer. Her head drops again. A couple of drops of wetness hit their hands. She exhales, slow and deep. ]
I didn't know how to live without you. I never thought I'd—
[ Admitting that hurts, in itself, somewhere inside her. It's like tearing a part of herself open. She needs to be her own person, she needs to be her, but without North nothing made sense anymore. She'd never known a world without him. ]